Thursday, January 22, 2009

i dont know why i love this

" Most likely I will go to hell and most likely I deserve to be there. "
- The House On Mango Street


hahah, amusing. :]

Wednesday, January 21, 2009

i get so lazy about this. haha but crystal lee makes me want to blog :p !
should be doing math hw, but yeah procrastinating like usual.

anyways i blogged about something a few days ago, then i deleted it. because i thought it didnt make much sense &was stupid. it was only like a sentence or 2 long though, so hahahha

what i was trying to say waaaaaas, you know like if youre in something, say marching band or orchestra, its like " what the fuck why did i even fucking join this shit !? " in the process ? then you realize that all that hard work was really worth it, because it feels good in the end. [lolz thatz wut she said... HAHA Jk] or you feel proud for doing a good job... or yeah nawwwwwwmean? &then you miss itt even though you complained a lot through the process. that applied to middle school, it was actually pretty fun. haha and i realize that it will probably apply to highschool and whatevz. ugh i hate trying to explain, but i just wanted to update -__- i suck with words. the juices arent flowing... lmao

shout out to GRACE CHENG ! hiiiiiiiii :)
ps. lina i need your blogspot url, after you private the stuff you have to. hahahhah [x

Saturday, January 3, 2009

i want to...

i want to make my momma proud... :)

Thursday, January 1, 2009

new year. fresh start.

thats what everyone seems to be saying,
but i thought; its just another day.
every day is a fresh, new start.
why is everyone making a big deal about january 1st?

and those resolutions.
i thought, so dumb.
cant you make resolutions at any time of the year?
but then again, i thought,
why am i being so pessimistic & go-against-the-flow?
...maybe THAT should be one of my new years resolutions:
be more positive. [along with tonnnnnns of others]