oh rly

i dont like it when it seems like im acting bitchy or whatever but i dont mean to. im just drained/not in the mood/etc. or if im just like ok. yes. no. its not like im irritated or anything, its just not that big of a deal... i guess i should be more aware of how i come off on people or how i present myself. well at least im learning, which means im not completely hopeless. ahahha (=

its funny how i usually immediately know when something is about me/ written or said towards me, but its not directly said or stated. even though honestly i dont think it happens toooo often. i dont like to get on other peoples bad sides, i always feel like everything is my fault, like the burden is on my shoulders. or feel like shit. even for the smallllest things. i guess im a tad bit sensitive LOL :p [orrrrrrrrrrr, its almost mahh time of the month]