march 5th

i hate planning. haha, really.

my birthday is tomorrow ! (=

i feel really tired and beat up.

im not expecting much for tomorrow, or anything to do with my birthday.
but i want everything to go well.
ive never really been that excited for my birthday you know?
i dont even understand why.
when i was little, i had HUGE parties every single year. haha
til i was like 9. and it had a certain theme and everything, it was cute.
but then those were the days when your parents did everything for you.
when they werent stressed so much about everything.
if i had a choice, i wouldnt celebrate it, but then a part of me wants all my good friends to celebrate it with, you know? maybe not.

i feel very lazy and lethargic also.
and i dont wanna do mahhh hw. :[
boooooooo

i wish the economy wasnt so bad,
i, i, i...