this is not going to sound like me.

haha honestly i think i was a mistake, if you can catch my drift here.
even though the regret isn't evident, i know its somewhere there.
its pretty ridiculous how this is not the first time i've felt that i am a mistake.
far from the first. its not new-found either. or anything.

the pain in the ass moments out-weight the good,
or it sure seems like it.

don't you hate it when only the negative is pointed out?
things usually go that way though.
i guess if we weren't hard on ourselves at all, then that wouldn't be good either because.... haha i'm too lazy to elaborate on this thought -__-

on this day, or night i should say, i vow to
move out asap, as soon as i am legally allowed to.
work my ass off.
pay them back.
[with partying in between allllaa datt of course. WHOS DOWN!? hahaha jk]